Struggling To Get Back To Normal

The kids are back at school and the twins start school full time as of Monday, but I'm still finding myself struggling to get back to "normal".

I'm constantly tired and teary, this summer holiday has truly ruined me.

The twins behaviour over the holidays had me questioning if I was parenting properly or if I was just becoming a complete failure.

I thought it had got better, but this morning they decided throwing unused pull ups out their window onto the roof was a fabulous idea.

Not something people looking to buy our house would approve of.

The stress of moving to a new place has started to creep up on me.

I'm excited of course I am, but its another upheaval for the boys, much bigger than last time as they are all in a school that they are enjoying.

I'm not going to be near to my family and I'm starting to miss them already even though we haven't even moved yet.

I'm not sure if that's even possible!?

Is it?

I have so many fun and interesting reviews to share with you but I just cant bring myself to sit at the computer and write them down.

The thought just drains me.

Blogging shouldn't be a chore it should be something fun!

I went away to a spa for the night with my friend Jenny to de-stress and I  had a great time but the moment I returned home I wanted to turn around and head back out of it.

I've had my head stuck in a book for the past few days trying to ignore everything, but now the book is finished I'm brought back to reality with a slap.

I feel like I need someone to give me a shake and tell me to pull it together,

Nothing good comes from sticking your head down a hole!